2005-01-17 @ 11:57 a.m.
just found out
I just found out for certain that I am pregnant this morning. I'm excited and a little afraid, but I don't think it has fully kicked in yet. I'm going for bloodwork tomorrow and then I'm scheduling my first doctor's appointment. I've decided not to tell anyone for a few more weeks. This really doesn't feel real. I can't explain it. I saw the positive results, but it's like a dream. It probably won't feel right until I've heard its heartbeat or seen its tiny body. I just can't believe that there's another life inside of me.
Tom and I are 99% sure it will be a boy. Simply because his entire side of the family consists of just boys. We've known for a while that our first boy would be named Bryan Thomas. If all goes well, this one is due around September 17th.
I'll write again tomorrow afternoon, after my bloodwork. Have a wonderful Martin Luther King Day!
