2005-02-04 @ 3:04 p.m.
frustrated
I've decided that I am definitely going to try my hardest to keep this baby a secret at school. Two other girls were in the nurse's office yesterday to talk to her because they're pregnant. I know this because they have told their friends who have told other people. And of course, these two girls are on the dirty/skanky side. I do not want to be associated with them. I'm sure that if the general population found out I was pregnant they would automatically think I am some kind of whore. I've been with Tom and only Tom for two years. We lost our virginity to each other and neither of us has ever had sex with anyone else. No matter what anyone may say, people believe what they want to believe. Some people just assume that if I'm pregnant and in school I must be a whore. I don't want people to know. Normally something like this wouldn't bother me, but my hormones are out of my control. One insensitive comment and I might burst into tears. That's the last thing I need.
No more horror movies for me. Tom took me to see Hide and Seek for my birthday. I love horror movies and I never have nightmares, but I did that night. At 12:30 I had to come upstairs and crawl into bed with Tom because I was scared. I think someone is trying to tell me that horror movies are too scary. I guess I'll have to listen.
That's it for now. I have no clue when I'll update again. So ta for now!
