2005-03-10 @ 9:27 p.m.
tom-deprived
Dad finally told his partner at work that I'm pregnant a few nights ago. I guess they had a long talk (which is what my dad's been needing) and his partner said he had some stuff for me. So after he and his wife go through it I'll get it. My mom's friend from work with the twin boys has some more things for my baby room theme. Not only does she have a Blue Jean Teddy lamp, but also a rug, quilt, and crib sheets. :-)
My parents are going to tell my grandparents tomorrow night. I'm so glad they aren't making me go. It's about time they realized that I wasn't just being stubborn, it was truly just to painful to have to tell them myself. I was barely able to tell my own mom. Unfortunately, granny will probably call all the relatives and then I have to see everybody on Sunday for the benefit. Ick.
I emailed all the colleges this afternoon to ask them to defer my applications to next year. I already talked to Cedar Crest and Russell Sage and both said they would be happy to. Hopefully the other schools will too. I hadn't even started to try and make a decision when I found out about my hitchhiker. So by postponing all of my applications I can make a decision next year. The biggest factor being will I be comfortable at this school with a baby? We'll see how I feel next January.
I have been so Tom-deprived. It's not fair. I haven't actually seen him since last Thursday or so. I saw him last night, but not like I wanted. With his new job and his stupid car we haven't been able to hang out. He called me after school to say that he was working till closing tonight for the extra money. I said fine and he said he'd come see me when he got home. I don't even know when I'll hang out with him again because he's working from now until Sunday night. *sigh*
My next appointment is next Wed. and I'll be able to hear the baby! I'm so excited. Kristen went to the doctor on Monday and she heard her baby. I was so jealous because I'm due about 3 weeks before her. I even got the stethoscope out to see if I could hear it. I guess I'm just in a hurry. It's nice to be in one now, but they say you should slow down later because they just grow up so fast.
I'm going to bed now. School sucks. Have a nice night!
