2005-03-21 @ 4:08 p.m.
pics
Everyone on d-land just makes me smile. I never used to get notes with my old diary. It's so much fun to get new ones. :-) I have a favor to ask tho. Are any mommy-to-bes about 26 weeks along? I know mathero is about 24. I was wondering if you could send me pics of your tummy. I'm really concerned about how big I *may* look by the time I graduate. It would mean so much if someone could email me a clear pic of their tummy!
The reason I ask for pictures now is because someone at school asked me today if I was pregnant. I denied it. I want to see how long I will be able to deny it. As much as I hate him, my brother is really concerned about his reputation. He has 2 years of high school left and I just don't want him to hate me forever. Anyway, I asked this person where she heard that from. She said someone at work told her. She works at the local supermarket which is where Sus works. There isn't a single other person there who knows. I should've known she wouldn't keep her mouth shut. I'm just so upset. That's my secret and I specifically asked the 6 other people who know not to tell anyone. And they haven't. I don't even know why we're still friends. You can find previous entries in this diary and my old one about our injurious friendship. She's not a one-sided person. She's a manipulator too. Ugh.
My ultrasound is scheduled for this Friday at 2:15. :-) Tom and I are going to buy a brand new VHS tape so they can tape it for us. I'll be almost 15 weeks so maybe we will see something. I really don't care as long as I see a little hand or something!
I'm going to find something to eat. I never finished my lunch today because the turkey tasted off. Have a wonderful day!
