2005-03-31 @ 2:20 p.m.
"rumors"
So I had to tell my chorus teacher today that I'm pregnant. She pulled me aside to ask me because I guess she's heard it from a shitload of people. They were saying that I was gaining weight and I must be pregnant. I have only gained 8 pounds!! You can't even tell. The only noticeable difference is that my boobs are bigger. I always thought it was amazing how I've never heard any rumors about me. Ever since I moved here, I always heard about the rumor after it died away or from other people involved. Or not at all. People are afraid to say anything to me, but not about me. They know they'd get chewed out pretty good. It's amazing tho. So I didn't lie to my teacher. I knew I had to tell her eventually, I was just avoiding it because I didn't know how to tell her. So of course she doesn't think I'll ever actually go to college and that my future is ruined. Why is it that when something like pregnancy happens, people think you will ditch the plans you've already made for yourself? This baby isn't keeping me from college. He just complicates it a little more and I have to wait a year. But I will go and I will return to this stupid town and prove to everyone that I have ambition. :-p
I finished my registries. I registered at Walmart, Target, Sears, and Babies R Us. Everything is pretty much on there except the crib and the carseat. I haven't gotten around to looking at them and choosing which one it is I want. Since you all aren't coming to my baby shower, are you still going to send cards? LOL.
I really don't have much to say. Easter was great, good food and good movies. Tom finally cleaned out his car and today is supposed to be my day with him. Well, have a nice windy day.
