2005-04-02 @ 7:50 p.m.
headache
I have such a headache. I've been getting them a lot lately. On top of my aching head, I miss Tom like crazy. I didn't see him all day yesterday and I won't see him today. I can't remember if I saw him Thursday... I keep telling him to call me on his breaks, but for whatever reason he hasn't been doing it. I'm going nuts. I really hope he goes with me tomorrow just so I can see him.
Tomorrow is the party at my grandparents' house for the March babies. My brother's birthday was the 24th, my cousin David's was on the 28th, and my cousin Em's was on the 29th. Tom doesn't have to work tomorrow, but he wants to be home for wrestle mania. It doesn't start until like 7. He said he would think about coming, but maybe I'll just drag him. I know he probably doesn't want to be around my family since he hasn't seen any of them since before I got pregnant. They wouldn't do anything to him, maybe just say things. But what does it matter if I've already gone through it and he'll only be there to be with me?
Yes, I'm babbling.
This afternoon I worked the concessions stand for the wrestling tournament. I was sitting down kind of leaning forward. I sat back and all of a sudden it was as if my entire stomach rolled over. I think I was squishing the baby just a little bit. Enough to make him jump around to roll over. It was like going down a huge hill on a rollercoaster. I can't wait until I really start feeling him move.
I'm just feeling like crap so maybe I'll go to bed early. I'm debating on whether or not to take a bath. Have a nice night!
