2005-08-28 @ 10:32 a.m.
other diary
I decided not to go to camp. They didn't even leave until after 5:00 and we were only going to be there one night. Plus my brother is an asshole and thinks he owns the right to sit in the front seat because he's taller. I'd like to see him try being comfortable at 37 weeks pregnant. Ass. So I would've been crammed in the back seat with the other two as usual. Plus I was tired as all hell = cranky. So I'm home. ;-)
A couple people have asked about my other diary. I don't still keep it so it was taken offline. I asked them to regenerate it tho so you all could have a look. I started it when I was 14, back in 2002. I would have been 15 on February 1, 2003. I went through it and deleted the most incriminating things before I left it, just in case someone came across it. I couldn't find the particular entry on Bub's parenting that I was thinking of yesterday. It is possible I deleted it because it was very disturbing and would have gotten me into deep shit. Maybe I didn't tho, I don't know. Also, please remember that this is pre-Zol_oft days. You can tell, trust me. I'm also going to warn you that I was downright baby crazy when I was younger. I think I have an entry in there about my turning point tho, when I decided I didn't want kids until I was much older. Unfortunately, that might have been tied with the one parenting entry I can't find. But the turning point I speak of was in September/October of this past year {my senior year} and then I got pregnant on Christmas. Whatever is meant to be is meant to be, huh? So you can find this diary here. Remember, it starts when I was 14!
